Hello ! Let me offically welcome you to Zhi Zong AKA Keith's Blog...
haha this blog is to keep in touch with my friends who have gone to other schools.
haha anyway now life's kinda going up the hill for me. WHY ? Partly because i have to start life all over again in a new enviorment where everything is new to me. eg. in meridian jc , what the hell ? i am like a housefly over there flying alone. While the rest are from TKSS , TKGS AND VICTORIA are with their clique together. then is like they got their own group already then if you wanna come in and join their group is sort of like the extra PLUS I AM QUTIE ANTI SOCIAL so i will not really go mix with people RATHER waiting for people to come interact with me. Plus i feel i have some inferior problem going on. It's like i am from NA stream , 1 year older than them and not as smart as them so i am kinda of scare to mix with them haha oh ya ONE MORE THING.. Well this is because during the oreintation with my group , MOST of them couldn't prononuce my name!! is it hard ? everybody say ' ZHI ZONG ' easy right ? haha anyway maybe cos they are from the english english schools thats why. So i told a white lie to those who couln't prononuce my name. I told them that MANY of MY FRIENDS call me keith! HAHA which of COS IS NOT , only a few call me as keith. It is like when i go JC , EVEN MY NAME HAVE TO CHANGE. And apparently when you go JC , you would put on your best behavior , so i did that. However when i put on my best behavior , people and i mean STRANGERS start to climb on my head. KNN ! WTF! i have never suffer like that before!! Seriously.. there are 1 incident to why i feel like that.. Ok you know Temasek Poly ? you know everytime you guys eat finish, you will have to put back your plates to the bin and close it. Well my school have it too.. so i went to put back my plates when i close to shutter , i accidentally let go and 'BAM'!!! a loud sound. The whole canteen look at me. Suddenly i think one NERD " because i couldn;t see who is it' who has NEVER ACT AS A BENG WANNA ACT AS ONE FOR THE FIRST TIME GOES ' WU'!!! tt's a sound la.. then the whole canteen go 'WU'!!! I WAS THINKING WTF!!! i felt emberrassed!! like what the FUCK!! DAMN CHILDISH PEOPLE LA.. suddenly thoughts came into my head, should i scold them back ? point the finger at them ? OR SHOULD I BE A GENTLEMAN like a housefly and JUST FLY AWAY and hack care them... So i did just that , i take it in my stride and WALK AWAY thinking CB if anyone come and wanna 'TIO DAI JI ' with me in that school, i WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT , I WILL RETALIATE...I was THINKING CB if my friends over there right ! i will confirm Fuck them upside them. BUT TOO BAD... this are PART AND PARCEL OF LIFE. This are incidents outside of CLASSROOMS that i feel sad.. In classrooms , 'WOW' my mouth really will open BIG BIG!! the maths they teach is so damn hard !! OK if its hard its ok but to teach in a SUPER FAST SPEED IS LIKE will leave you dumbfounded... Like you all think everyday you all go school will clear some of your doubts each day.. HOWEVER FOR ME, its the opposite MY DOUBTS JUST PILE UP AND UP... I have never ever felt so DUMB before except DURING MY PRELIMS DAYS.. SO I STARTED TO PONDER ! DID I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE ? I MEAN ALL MY FRIENDS ARE IN POLY , ONLY ME AND 4 OTHER SHSS PPL AMONG 1000 PLUS STUDENTS. i HAVE NEVER NEVER EVER FELT LONELY... ALL THESE MADE ME MISS MY FRIENDS ALL E MORE... I REALLY MISS HANGING OUT WITH THEM IN SCHOOL WHERE WE WOULD LIKE 'REIGN'.. but now is the opposite...
HOWEVER HOWEVER , BESIDES ALL THIS BAD THINGS.. I HAVE ALSO SOME GOOD THINGS I ENCOUNTER DURING MY DAYS IN THE SCHOOL... HAHA i have met some people , my volleyball teammates and MY CLASSMATES.. HAHA they are pretty cool and fun.. i mean , they remind me of certain classmates in my sec 5 days. they are very friendly and ahha the girls in my class are cute in their OWN WAY.. its like they are 'INNOCENT' but are actually quite WILD.. haha my type i guess!! - FOR THOSE WHO KNOW.. the guys too are quite cool.. they are CERTAINLY NOT SAME AS MY SEC 5 CLASSMATES but they are certainly quite interesting to know more and i mean they are like my friends in JC.. Amist all the bad things i am facing , they sure light up my day in JC.. just that the ratio of girls : guys is 3:1 .. that means there are only 5 guys in the class... I also FINALLY found one JC guy who is VERY MUCH COMMON with me in JC.. well he is the ONLY NA STUDENT I KNOW IN THAT SCH , ALL HIS FRIENDS GO POLY , HE IS A NATIONAL soccer player and haha his academic in sec sch and O level results is ABOUT the same.. haha we pretty much talk alot when we met.. it's a waste we are different class.. SO RIGHT NOW LIFE'S KINDA GG UP FOR ME despite the earlier events that happen to me.. hopefully i can click in with the life there... right now i feel that the studies are getting tougher for me, i am AFRAID i might not be able to cope.. haha those who know me should know me , i am not those who will sit down and study.. but rather go haha wreak harvoc... but i will trg BECAUSE I WANNA PROVE THOSE BUDDIES of mine WHO SAY I WILL JOIN THEM IN TEMASEK POLY... haha to a certain extent , i would like to join them because all MY CLOSE CLOSE buddies are in there.. but but but since i have already taken the first step to JC, i dun wanna quit , to me that is a failure.. plus i wanna see if i can get out of them thing and come out on top. As in start all over again in a new enviorment, knowing more people... hahaha plus my freinds have already PUT A BET ON ME... THE ODDS IS 100:1 I RETAIN OR KANA KICK OUT OF SCHOOL THUS JOINING THEM IN TEMASEK POLY... SO I WANNA PROVE THEM WRONG.. SO IF YOU GUYS WANNA WIN $$$$ PLACE YOUR BETS ON ME!!! HAHA ANYWAYS THATS ABOUT IT.. HOPEFULLY MY LIFE WILL KEEP GOING UP JUST AS IT IS GOING UP NOW... HAHA...