Did i make the right choice ?
haha thanks for all those who wrote their comments supporting me.. haha EXCEPT THAT IDIOT AARON... haiz , been wondering these few days , if i had made the right choice.. Was it FOR the NAME JC , the Volleyball as in is more noticeable , STUDIES or the sports scholarship ? Well i think it is ALL OF THE ABOVE!! Deep down in my heart i just wanna give up and go to Poly where my friends are there.. However, some of you guys may say "but zong don't you wanna study JC ?" haha the answer is 'YES' BUT the PROBLEM is I dun think i can... I know some of you all may think 'WHY do i give up when i have not even try ' but the reason is ' ITS DAMN HARD' AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IS THAT DURING MY O LEVEL PERIOD I HAD FRIENDS SUPPORTING me STUDYING... They were there to help me along the way.. seriously!! i now REALISED they MAKE MY SECONDARY SCH days DAMN FUN not only outside of classroom BUT INSIDE too... That's why i wouldn't mind going to POLY... However, i can feel my parents are wanting me to carry on STUDYING IN JC.. I think ITS THE SCHOLARSHIP PLUS ITS ONLY 2 YEARS.. haiz , too bad they dunnoe how i feel in JC... It can be said as one of my lowest points in my life.. Well , MAYBE MAYBE I HAVE BEEN living in my COMFORT ZONE FOR TOO LONG.. As in being around with my close friends ALL THE TIMe SO now is the TEST for me to see if i can get through this time.. PLUS PLUS i have been living in SHSS as a volleyballer , i mean SORRY to to those who not vb.. PLEASE PLEASE DUN THINK I "HAO LIAN" BUT just that in SHSS being a VB player is a big thing PARTLY BECAUSE of MISS TEO and our CLOSE BOND... However LOOKING AT IT NOW... i am just a SHADOW OF MY PAST... IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL IN THAT SCHOOl , only SEEING IS BELIEVING.. IF you had KNOW me in secondary school , and SAW ME IN JC.. YOU WILL GET A SHOCK i think... you will ask " Is that the zhi zong i know ? '... It is like i have to change EVERYTHING ABOUT ME WHEN I GO JC... And because of this i think i have been DECIEVING MYSELF... I SHOULD BE MYSELF.. FUCK CARE if the people liked it or not ... Thanks to Cherrisa and Lynn for telling me to be MYSELF and DON'T CARE THE REST... hahaha looking back the the 2 post i wrote... i SOUND like A LOSER AND A LONER... hahahahah OMG OMG i cannot believe i WOULD be in this state... HOPEFULLY things will pick up IF NOT MAYBE JUST MAYBE i might drop out in april and go to POLY... because i recieve a LETTER FROM THEM that i had a place in there.. BUT BUT i have to DO SOME THINGS.. LIKE GIVE THEM A LETTER something like that... BUT about dropping to POLY this year , the chances are very slim... THE MOST i will treat JC as a HOTEL just go there to STUDY and go home... So my fri , sat are very impt.. Well that is TO RESERVE TO GO BACK SHSS train, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY IS TO SEE MY LONG TIME brothers there... HOPEFULLY our this group of brothers WON'T BREAK up... haha i sound 'SISSY' damn... BUT SERIOUSLY its the true... But i dun think we will , because i know of Wei Rong who is my senior , he and some of his batch the people are still qutie close...
haha MAYBE 1 MONTH down the road... My post will be on a happier note... As in more of the HAPPY things that happen to me IN JC... anyway, ALL THE BEST TO those are also going to A NEW ENVIROMENT... HOPEFULLY IT WON'T turn up like mine... BYEZ... :)
haha thanks for all those who wrote their comments supporting me.. haha EXCEPT THAT IDIOT AARON... haiz , been wondering these few days , if i had made the right choice.. Was it FOR the NAME JC , the Volleyball as in is more noticeable , STUDIES or the sports scholarship ? Well i think it is ALL OF THE ABOVE!! Deep down in my heart i just wanna give up and go to Poly where my friends are there.. However, some of you guys may say "but zong don't you wanna study JC ?" haha the answer is 'YES' BUT the PROBLEM is I dun think i can... I know some of you all may think 'WHY do i give up when i have not even try ' but the reason is ' ITS DAMN HARD' AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IS THAT DURING MY O LEVEL PERIOD I HAD FRIENDS SUPPORTING me STUDYING... They were there to help me along the way.. seriously!! i now REALISED they MAKE MY SECONDARY SCH days DAMN FUN not only outside of classroom BUT INSIDE too... That's why i wouldn't mind going to POLY... However, i can feel my parents are wanting me to carry on STUDYING IN JC.. I think ITS THE SCHOLARSHIP PLUS ITS ONLY 2 YEARS.. haiz , too bad they dunnoe how i feel in JC... It can be said as one of my lowest points in my life.. Well , MAYBE MAYBE I HAVE BEEN living in my COMFORT ZONE FOR TOO LONG.. As in being around with my close friends ALL THE TIMe SO now is the TEST for me to see if i can get through this time.. PLUS PLUS i have been living in SHSS as a volleyballer , i mean SORRY to to those who not vb.. PLEASE PLEASE DUN THINK I "HAO LIAN" BUT just that in SHSS being a VB player is a big thing PARTLY BECAUSE of MISS TEO and our CLOSE BOND... However LOOKING AT IT NOW... i am just a SHADOW OF MY PAST... IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL IN THAT SCHOOl , only SEEING IS BELIEVING.. IF you had KNOW me in secondary school , and SAW ME IN JC.. YOU WILL GET A SHOCK i think... you will ask " Is that the zhi zong i know ? '... It is like i have to change EVERYTHING ABOUT ME WHEN I GO JC... And because of this i think i have been DECIEVING MYSELF... I SHOULD BE MYSELF.. FUCK CARE if the people liked it or not ... Thanks to Cherrisa and Lynn for telling me to be MYSELF and DON'T CARE THE REST... hahaha looking back the the 2 post i wrote... i SOUND like A LOSER AND A LONER... hahahahah OMG OMG i cannot believe i WOULD be in this state... HOPEFULLY things will pick up IF NOT MAYBE JUST MAYBE i might drop out in april and go to POLY... because i recieve a LETTER FROM THEM that i had a place in there.. BUT BUT i have to DO SOME THINGS.. LIKE GIVE THEM A LETTER something like that... BUT about dropping to POLY this year , the chances are very slim... THE MOST i will treat JC as a HOTEL just go there to STUDY and go home... So my fri , sat are very impt.. Well that is TO RESERVE TO GO BACK SHSS train, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY IS TO SEE MY LONG TIME brothers there... HOPEFULLY our this group of brothers WON'T BREAK up... haha i sound 'SISSY' damn... BUT SERIOUSLY its the true... But i dun think we will , because i know of Wei Rong who is my senior , he and some of his batch the people are still qutie close...
haha MAYBE 1 MONTH down the road... My post will be on a happier note... As in more of the HAPPY things that happen to me IN JC... anyway, ALL THE BEST TO those are also going to A NEW ENVIROMENT... HOPEFULLY IT WON'T turn up like mine... BYEZ... :)
posted by zhizong at 1:55 AM
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Hey Zong, juz before you decide on anything.. i juz wanna tell you a story... Bout me! Coz i think there's a lil link to your case here... So.. Yep!
OK, you knoe my dream is to follow my sister, to represent Singapore and play volleyball ryte? Like get into a national team or somthing? Yea! Then finally!!! The chance came when we were asked to be in the National Youth Beach volleyball team! BUt after playing for a while... I start to realised that... "Hey this is not for me man..." Coz althought i've acheived my dream of being a National youth player,and i'm damn happy bout it! But then i realised that i not cut out to be one, coz i know that in the end, i will not be good enough to carry the national flag on my shirt no matter how hard i try. That was one of the reasons why i dropped out of the team.
So this also applies to you too! You've finally gotten your long awaited dream of being able to go to JC, and now you hv it! *Juz like me, got my dream at last!* But, juz stop for a moment, and think about it, do you see yourself doin well and stuff in JC? I knoe the "Mia sia" of volleyball there is good, but dun think of the present, *All the babes in JC* think of the future! If you're really confident in passing the A levels, then by all means, go for it man! If not, you should choose another road... If not, like wad Rumi said, you'll regret not changing it in the first place. =)Coz you'll juz be wasting your time there.
All the best dude!
Wad ever your decision, we "Brothers" will support you!
*I sound like a stupid ah beng!* haha!!!
*But for now, we're all still sticking to poly! hahah~!*
Choose wisly!
OH btw, you ytd said that you will let down alot of pple, juz wanna say...
"FUCK care bout that short fart Micheal lah! THink bout your future!!!!"
Thankew....
=D
well said aaron!
*claps*
Now lets hear my side of story..
To Zhi Zong; Life is a drama scene. No matter poly or jc, its difficult for u to be urself unless u're with ur good ol' buddies. So let's take it as you drop out of JC and get into TP. You'll be with ur good ol' buddies all over again, having a ball of the time. But once u graduate, get into the working scene, u would still be experiencing the same thing. Do u expect all ur friends to work in the same company? But the choice is ultimately in your hands. But no matter what u choose, there's no right or wrong in this. :)
hi.
i noe u muz be thinking why dis k-po gurl is reading mi blog and giving mi advise when i dun even noe her.
but when mi mom asked mi to read ur blog..*coz she said u write well*..i cld actualli feel ur "pain". believe it or not..i can totalli relate to u.coz i went or sld i sae am still gg thru e same stuffs as u..so...
juz wanna let u noe..
i feel that it is always GOOD to LISTEN TO UR BROs..the people closest to u..give u e BEST advise..
reason?
simple!
coz they noe u best and always wish e best for u..n nv harm u =)
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